It is just me

The beauties of wildlife.

2011-11-02T17:33:00.000+13:00

The wildlife beauties... at the end, the baby baboon died because of the cold, and the leopard din eat it.... TOUCH....

FINAL!!

2011-10-22T05:34:00.001+13:00

my final exam will start next week!!!

FIGHTING!!! XDD

true hero

2011-10-09T05:52:00.000+13:00

A very touching and true story.... RESPECT!!! u are the TRUE HERO!!

HEY U!!!

2011-10-02T23:32:00.000+13:00

i am just tooooo lazy to do anything.....

2011-10-02T23:22:00.002+13:00

LOL!!! 2moro PEA test le... still chilling here, and 2 assignment need to deal next week le...

DO something!!!!

ok ok.... i think~~~

i ma gonna start doing some research about my PEA.

Oh yea, still need a CV for the research project!!!

should i take it?? or should't??

work load are getting larger and larger, and yet....

i am still CHILLING!!!! WTF!!!

the imagination are always different from the reality doesn't it??

a very very nice movie.... NICE!!! must watch..

2011-09-25T15:18:00.001+13:00

the girl damn pretty lo.... NETT NETT.... really no discount d... hahahaha....

David Guetta Ft. Usher - Without You (Jason Chen Cover)

2011-09-24T03:06:00.000+12:00

i will never be the same without you..... nice song....

原来我那么的富有。。。

2011-09-22T03:34:00.000+12:00

有一位青年，老是埋怨自己時運不濟，發不了財，終日愁眉不展。

這一天，走過來一個鬚髮皆白的老人，問：「年輕人，為什麼不快樂？」

「我不明白，為什麼我總是這麼窮。」

「窮？你很富有嘛！」老人由衷地說。

「這從何說起？」年輕人不解。

老人反問道：「假如現在斬掉你一個手指頭，給你1千元，你幹不幹？」

「不幹。」年輕人回答。

「假如砍掉你一隻手，給你1萬元，你幹不幹？」

「不幹。」

「假如使你雙眼都瞎掉，給你10萬元，你幹不幹？」

「不幹。」

「假如讓你馬上變成80歲的老人，給你100萬，你幹不幹？」

「不幹。」

「假如讓你馬上死掉，給你1000萬，你幹不幹？」

「不幹。」

「這就對了，你已經擁有超過1000萬的財富，為什麼還哀歎自己貧窮呢？」老人笑吟吟地問道。

青年愕然無言，突然什麼都明白了。

心靈導航

親愛的朋友，如果你早上醒來發現自己還能自由呼吸，你就比在這個星期中離開人世的人更有福

氣。如果你從來沒有經歷過戰爭的危險、被囚禁的孤寂、受折磨的痛苦和忍饑挨餓的難受……你

已經好過世界上5億人了。如果你能夠參加一個宗教聚會而沒有侵擾、拘捕、施刑或死亡的恐

懼，你已經比30億人更幸福了。如果你的冰箱裡有食物，身上有足夠的衣服，有屋棲身，你已經

比世界上70%的人更富足了。

根據聯合國「世界糧食日」資料顯示，全球有36個國家目前正陷於糧食危機當中；全球仍有8億

人處於飢餓狀態，第三世界的糧食短缺問題尤為嚴重。在發展中國家，有兩成人無法獲得足夠的

糧食，而在非洲大陸，有三分之一的兒童長期營養不良。全球每年有600萬學齡前兒童因飢餓而

夭折！

如果你的銀行帳戶有存款，錢包裡有現金，你已經身居於世界上最富有的8%之列！如果你的雙

親仍然在世，並且沒有分居或離婚，你已屬於稀少的一群。如果你能抬起頭，面容上帶著笑容，

並且內心充滿感恩的心情，你是真的幸福了——因為世界上大部分的人都可以這樣做，但是他們

卻沒有。如果你能握著一個人的手，擁抱他，或者只是在他的肩膀上拍一下……你的確有福氣了

——因為你所做的，已經等同於上帝才能做到的。

親愛的，如果你能讀到這段文字，那麼你更是擁有了雙份的福氣，你比20億不能閱讀的人不是幸

福很多嗎？看到這裡，請你暫且放下書，然後非常認真地對自己說一句話：

「哇！原來我是這麼富有的人！」

I am BACK!!!

2011-09-19T02:05:00.002+12:00

wOhoOOo.... it has been a long long time since i open my blog....

just some update about me;

1st, i am back to MIRI lo~~~

transfered to Curtin from Taylor's.. hu hu hu....

erm.... i think many ppl have doubt that, y am i keep moving here and there?? from NZ, to KL, nw back to MIRI?? erm.... actually i have no idea as well... haha... because of all kind of reasons lo... anyway... i am BACK... anyone miss me?? XDDD

2nd, i am still NOT in my STUDY MOOD!!!

oh my god!!! i am so dead, man, so dead.... can really feel tat when i get closer and closer to my home, i feel lazier and lazier... i don even feel like studying anymore... =="

and i still have 1 month left to my final!! LOL!!!

sien a!!!!

2010-12-04T03:28:00.002+13:00

damn sien a.... hate lab report!!!! got 3 lab report to write..... last night i had write the assignment for malaysia study for one whole night, and today morning still got a presentation at 8am!!! after my presentation and lunch with my friend, i went to tm point to pay my internet bill.... it took me 30min to reach there by bus, and wait there for like an hour... just to ask a few questions and pay my bill.... DAMN!!! i don even know hw can they work so slow.... reach home at about 3pm, than watch a movie on pps..... XDDDD after that went out with cj at around 5pm, have our dinner at pasta zanmai, and buy some daily goods from giant...... when i reach home again, it is bout 8pm.... huh...... then as usual.... i start to write my fcking lab report.... but nw really cannot d ..... is damn tired nw d, wanna go sleep 1st.... 2moro will wake up at 5am, go jog for an hour, and will need to keep writing my lab report d... monday still got a properties test, thursday got a biochemical test..... oh yea.... 2day my project adviser dr. chong told my group that, he had submit our research paper to a fair.... forgot what is the name of that fair d, we will have a booth on that fair at KLCC, and we will had to explain everything bout our research and this is a preparation for the international conference in china.... if we did a good job on that fair, we will had a big chance to go chine for the international drying conference to present our research paper.... wohoo.... and thursday my group need to stay in the lab to show hw to use the abstract machine, he say that there will be reporter there.... oh my god..... this is really a fucked up sem for me.... whatever.... don wanna think bout it, go sleep better.... XDDD
good nite everyone...

OMG!!

2010-11-25T05:31:00.003+13:00

oh my.... this sem is really suck.... i really wanna come and update my blog by writing something new, but i am damn busy la!!!! everyday am facing the lab report, this sem we had to do 6 f**king lab report, just right after i finish the previous lab report, then i will had to face another new lab report.... and this sem we had 6 paper in the final exam!!! what the hell..... hw can this happen??? and got damn many project to do, like doing the sensor things (the weather station), and 6 to 8 page of writing assignment, the project that i am working on it ( the research paper about the drying kinetic) and need to write it in journal form.... =="
this sem is damn freaking busy la..... and the six subject all haven study yet.... everyday are doing the lab report, and the project thing..... omg omg.... i got a very bad feeling bout this sem..... lets hope that i wont screw it up..... and nw is almost 1am, still working on my freaking lab report!!!! this report haven done yet, and 2day just done another 2 new LAB, means 2 more lab report!!!!!
after i done this, am going to sleep d..... @.@

Sunday!! XDDD

2010-11-22T04:38:00.002+13:00

oh, my.... i am so damn full nw.... feel like gaining 5kg of weight in a day.... hahaha...
this afternoon, went to sunway pyramid with 2 of my good friends, chuan jiet, and sim, we went to have our lunch at charl's jr. am having a western beacon burger, we just sit there and have a little chatting, chuan jiet and sim just keep boom each other..... ==" after that we went to buy some daily goods, and as usual, sim and chuan jiet just keep quarreling there... like 2 small kids... XDDDDD
after we put all those stuff back home, me and chuan jiet went to KLCC to find my auntie, she just reach this morning, and i think like just after 15 to 20 min, he bought one chanel bag, which worth 5 digit number!!! what the f!!!! i want!!! after the shopping, my auntie went to have dinner with her friend, then me and chuan jiet have our dinner in the Renaissance Hotel, have dinner buffet (for free).... wohoo...... and that is y i am so damn full nw... hahaha..... showing off...... XDDD

malaysia study trip...

2010-11-21T15:58:00.002+13:00

yesterday went (been forced) to conference call "Breaking Walls and Building Bridge". erm... the German Ambassador give a talk, then watch a video name "Iman & Pastor" actually that video is kind of boring, is about the war between muslims and christian in Nigeria. but the fun part is, we can talk freely bout our country.... haha... like all those corruption, the racism, and all kind of things...
erm... actually there are not much to talk bout it , but in this activity i saw this beautiful girl, but unfortunately don have a chance to ask for her phone number... just get her email... XDDDD

lol

2010-11-21T05:05:00.002+13:00

will update my blog 2moro la.... nw damn tired d, still got lab report.... hate it so much.....

2010-11-21T00:52:00.003+13:00

wa.... it has been long long time since the last time i come and open my blog... haha.... actually in this period of time there are lots of things happen, but i think all those bad memories i will just kept it to myself.... XDD
and maybe 2night will come and write some stuff bout 2day's trip.... nw wanna start write my long lab report, and start my biochem assignment le.... sienzzzz.......

天秤座

2010-11-13T02:46:00.002+13:00

身为天秤,出生在秋天的天秤,忧郁是与生俱来的-----尽管人前你见不到一个愁眉苦脸的天秤,甚至很多人认为天秤是一个大大咧咧的粗线条.天秤太善于伪装,或者说,不愿意让不了解的自己的人过多地知道自己的心情. 在爱中,尤其如此.天秤的爱永远像是暗恋:有好感的时候,听到对方的名字，看到对方的身影,都会有一种不一样的感觉,但是自己会很克制不表现出来.即使有机会在一起,在众人当中,天秤跟谁都谈笑自如，亲切有加,惟独对自己在意的那个人,远远的,只用余光感受他的存在.他的一个表情,一句话,都在天秤心里引起阵阵涟漪.这样做的结果,往往是求近而得远.但是没有办法,天秤就是这样无法克服自己的本能.面对喜欢的人,会莫名地自卑羞怯.其实天秤是很善于和异性相处的,从小到大,也不缺乏哥们似的朋友.但是,对自己喜欢的那个人,她做不到那样洒脱.哪怕只是主动地打个招呼,也会紧张对方会不会看透自己的心思.天秤期待爱,但又恐惧爱的力量会将自己拖入万劫不复的深渊. 即使两个人最终相爱了,天秤依然表现得冷静有余,热情不足.她会在任何时刻想到你,天气的变化，随便遇到的什么人或者事,念头一闪就转到你的身上去.她会在夜晚想着你的好或者不好,高兴或者难过地默默流泪.她会设身处地为你想很多很多,甚至想得太周到连你自己都想不到的周到.她会为你的某个失误找各种各样的借口,在质问你之前已经原谅了你,但是还是要你一个解释,一个简单的合理或者不合理的解释就轻易能让她释怀.她会为要不要给你打电话或者发短信犹豫很久,生怕打扰到你或者令你不方便不耐烦.她会想象出无数个美好的相处场景,沉浸其中不能自拔. 但这一切,她不会让你知道.天秤并不缺少爱的能量,但缺少爱的勇气.或者说,如果有什么是天秤不能为你做的事情的话,那就是放弃自尊.自尊是天秤的最后一块堡垒,生死共存.天秤看上去开朗,其实细腻而心重.她一生都在期待真正懂她的感情的那个人.你来了,她有多么激动;可是,她又不敢相信那个人真的就是你.她等得太久太苦,以至于都绝望了.所以当那个人出现的时候,她反而慌乱失措了.她不知道如何在一个热烈的爱人与优雅的女人之间做出选择,你更喜欢哪一个呢?她不断地问自己.一方面,她也在不断地问自己:我这样做会不会失去自我?他会喜欢这样的我吗?如果她不喜欢,我怎么样做回自己? 这样复杂而强烈的情绪,你不会真正体味得到.天秤掩饰得那么好,只会对你微笑,即使流泪,也是静静的,不会哭喊发作.如果有伤害,她会一个人反复回味,直到在痛的重复体验中失去痛的敏感,再原谅你,继续.她不大会谴责,不大会推卸责任,她永远把错先揽在自己一边.甚至归结为自己个性的缺陷.天秤在爱里的自卑使她不得不这样在黑暗里爱着.她怕你知道她的"不好",她自以为是的不好.也怕你为她而难过伤心,那样还不如她自己独自忍受.也许伤到最后,天秤发现自己无力再承受了,她会安静地走开.绝望与崩溃,也不会让你看到,哪怕她痛苦到极点,你看到的,仍然是一个平静的天秤;顶多,有些冷漠.那冷漠也未必是针对你,很可能，是针对爱的. 天秤知道,最输不起的,就是感情.交付起来,是一点点,一滴滴,直至沦陷;破碎时,却是大厦倾颓,天昏地暗.她了解人性中的任何世俗与卑微的心理,她怕自己柔弱的爱情成为这些丑恶的猎物.-----这就是天秤,即使受伤,她依然会把过错归于人性的弱点,而不会,真正地去恨.你看到她淡淡地来,淡淡地去了, 却不知道,她的心无声地碎裂成了什么样子. 天秤的爱情就像在上演的一部电影，他们就在这出戏里，眼看着它从开始到结束。落幕并不可怕，秤子们在乎的是他们成就了一部电影。　　

天秤不喜欢落入俗套中的爱情。与天秤爱过的人，也许回头来看，都不知道该怎样去评价那个秤子。爱着的时候是淡淡的，离开的时候也是淡淡的，甚至，连分手的理由都不屑追问。假如一个秤子在你面前掉了一次泪，你决不会想到她在背后曾为你哭过无数回。天秤的爱情有些自闭。他们喜欢纠缠在回忆里，幻想里，那些破碎不堪的画面对他们来说就意味着完整。其实，做秤子的爱人真是轻松得很，你不用刻意去安排什么浪漫的场合，你什么都不用做。因为，天秤都有一颗浪漫的心。只要心里有爱，再平凡再普通的事也被他们美化了。　　

天秤的内心真的是很温柔。这种温柔绝不是娇柔做作的那种，而是有一颗明事理的心。天秤懂得尊重别人，这并不是人云亦云，事实上，秤子没有那么多的好奇心去在乎每个人的想法，对自己不在乎的人，他根本就不在乎对方对自己做了什么或想什么,他只要自己过得好,开心就好,因为他觉得对自己不在乎的人,又何必那么较真呢？这是秤子做人之道。而对于自己爱的人，他们的一言一行秤子会拿来奉做“圣经”。　　

天秤喜欢钻牛角尖，没错。一旦他们爱上一个人，就很难再去相信自己的直觉。他们会抓住对方的一句话，一个举动，然后暗地里穷分析，直到得出自己最确信的答案。当然，他们得出的结论也是相对客观的，秤子不会傻到蒙蔽自己。但，殊不知这天底下最难测的就是人心，而喜欢猜心的秤子往往是被自己弄得筋疲力尽的。　　

爱情是一个人的事。天秤肯定对这句话大有感触。爱上了，倒反而寂寞了，因为想把自己交给一个人去了解，可这个人懂吗？值得吗？面对着眼前这个若即若离，神秘又淡然的秤子，谁又会想到他们的内心正起着暗涌。而相反的，爱上秤子的人会在某一天突然却步了，想要放弃了。原因只有两点：一是感到缺乏安全感。摸不透秤子的想法，热度也不够，温温的。要知道这世上的俗人千千万，也许他们在认识你的第一天就想着跟你上床，而秤子期待的爱情是首先要建立在精神上的，美的，有幻想空间的。于是，分道扬镳。二是感到秤子的爱是种负担，因为秤子的爱里容不下一粒沙。其实，秤子最喜欢的是和自己过不去，但，人永远无法超越的却是自己。秤子的这个结老也打不开。　　

天秤多有自虐倾向。他们天生就懂得“悲剧艺术”的魅力，他们的爱情里要是没有一点悲剧色彩，就好象是不完美的。矛盾吧？！虽然，秤子们追求的是幸福美满，但他们又喜欢作茧自缚。失恋的秤子，往往不会寻找什么好的途径来忘却，相反，他们会找出所有的情歌来听，让自己沉浸在其中无法自拔，直到自己都撑不下去为止。　　也许，只有那种历经坎坷，途径九九八十一难最后才修得正果的爱情才是他们内心最最向往的。所以，要是没有一点“分量”的感情，天秤有时就会“分心”。　　

天秤就是这样的，爱到后来也不知道自己在爱什么，冷暖自知...... 很多人讨厌天秤，说天秤们难以捉摸，变化莫测，最会当和事老。其实只是他们不了解天秤，上帝的失误让天秤成为了最悲伤的星座，但是善良的天秤们却是单纯的让人觉得可爱。所以不要琢磨天秤，试着理解天秤你就会爱上她们。爱上天秤的人也不要困惑，我们是一群没有安全感的孩子，所以我们逃避，我们恐慌，如果你真的爱你的天秤，就把你所能给她的你最大的安全感都给她，最后你会发现爱上一个天秤是多么幸福！

this is so true..... damn.....

again...

2010-09-01T02:13:00.003+12:00

last upload of this video is not complete.... so upload again... hope u guys like it....

need you now.

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Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

haiz.....

2010-08-27T07:10:00.002+12:00

我真的觉得累了......你有没有试过被别人ignore??如果有的话你应该知道那感觉有多难受。。。尤其是当你被你最care的哪个人ignore... 你知道那感觉有多难受吗？？在过去的几天,我就像个傻子似的看着电话,和电脑就为了等到你的回信...可是每次到最后的最后,我还都是抱着失望的心情去入睡的... 为什么？？？为什么经过了这些年，和我所做的一切后,我在你心里还就只是个可有可无的人???为什么???

我很爱你，但我知道，最后我们不会在一起...

2010-08-24T05:25:00.003+12:00

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为我会经常去看你的空间但是不为别的，只为了解你的最新情况

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为我会经常给你发短信但是不是此刻才想起你；

而是我一直想着你只是此刻想你想的最厉害

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为你的一句不在乎对于我来说却会那么在乎；我在乎的不是这句话我在乎的其实是你的人

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为你不会知道在我打出那一句'那你忙吧！我不打扰！'；'或者干脆是什么都不会'的时候，我内心的纠结

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为你不知道在我的手机里面存的都是你的信息不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑仿佛此时你就在身边

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为你总是对我忽冷忽热的总是让我不自觉被你掌控；所以一半甜蜜，一半忧伤

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为在你寂寞的时候不会想起我但是我却在时时刻刻的想着你

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为在我的msn里，我的头像只为你一个人闪亮，只为你一个人

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为你总是能猜到我心里的想法，但是你的心却没有为我打开过

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为对于你来说，我只是你身边众多人群里比较烦你的那个，

但是在我心里却不是，虽然嘴上不说，那是因为我已经深深把你放在心里

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为我会很早很早就开始为你准备生日礼物，虽然最后没有送到你手上，但是你会记得我的生日吗？

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为在你的生活里有太多太多要你去顾及的人和事，但是就是因为爱了你，所以任何的人和事，对我来说，都没有你重要

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

因为在我出事的时候，我第一个想到的就是你，但是当我都处理好的时候，想找你聊得时候，你却没有理我

此时此刻，已经很晚了，你也才刚刚下线，但是我还是坚持要在等一会才睡，因为我怕你还在，只是隐身而已。

我是真的很爱你，但是你不懂，你不了解。

我知道我很不完美，所以配不上你，但是请允许我在心里爱你，我不会打扰你的生活，我只是想这样默默地爱你，一直爱下去..... ....

我爱你，我很爱你，我真的很爱你，我是真的真的很你！！！！！

写给那个曾经我很爱，以后也会一直爱的人

亲爱的，好好照顾自己，我爱你！

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re upload the video again... =="

2010-08-10T02:20:00.002+12:00

saw this video on facebook, and i found that it is quite meaningful, and it is quite a nice video... so wanna share it with my friends.... enjoy... and also... this is the reason that i still haven give up on her... because once i already make up my mind... i will do the samething as in the video...

i am a lazy guy.....

2010-08-08T16:48:00.002+12:00

erh....... in uni nw... plan to nail my lab report down by 2day... but..... nw feel damn lazy la..... don know y le... feel like don wanna do anything... haiz..... y everytime on the study break i feel so powerless, and no energy to do stuff de..... @.@ i really need to study study study!!!!! i cannot fail any of the sub!!! ok... is time to do ur lab report d....

Pc Fair...

2010-08-08T04:21:00.003+12:00

huh.... today is so damn tired, man.... went to pc fair today, and so many ppl there.... and actually me and cj is already planing not to go to the pc fair because of he rain.... because we don have any target there also.... just feel like wanna go out and walk around... and cj just wanna go watch those model nia..... hahaha.... but i suddenly feel like wanna buy a ear phone.... hehe.... so we wait till the rain stop, then take bus, to the KL sentral, take train again, to KLCC.... when we reach the KLCC it is like about 3 something almost 4pm already.... after that we just walk around and start to look for the ear phone lo... after we bought the ear phone, we went back home..... haha.... take almost 2 hours to KLCC just to buy a ear phone.... actually wanna eat dinner at there.... but don dare to spend $$$ d.... last night spend too much...... T.T my butt itch lo... hahaha.... go watch a movie, than qia cj and lawrence eat dinner at fish market.... rm100... wow.... and it is not that nice also..... huh..... i mean.... it is just normal la...... anyway.... i had a good time..... thanks cj and lawrence.... they always company me out.... i got call simyang le.... he always busy one... everyday told me that he is rushing with his assignment..... sad.... nw he don wanna go out with us d.... haha... no la... just kd... maybe he is really busy with his assignment.... but really lo.... use too many $$ this few days d.... oh yea.... forgot to tell u guys that..... my 2nd sem finish d!!!! WTH!!!! so damn fast la..... next week is study break, then final test for 3 days.... holiday lo!!!! hahahaha..... good thing is that the holiday is very near d... but... i still got many things to study la..... so scare la..... anyway... will work on it la.... XDD

damn boring.....

2010-08-05T00:02:00.018+12:00

at the library nw... doing some revision lo.... so tired, and don feel like wanna study la.... haha.... trying to solve some thermo question..... but thinking bout some other things.... really struggling.... haiz....

.. this is all because i saw her blog post last night.... should i just give up?? haha...

.. this is really funny man... i been saying i wanna give up since beginning of this year...

.. i think is just that i cant let it go... erm... actually not that i cant let it go...

.. just i know that once i really let go... things will really end there...

.. i mean once i let go, there will be no point of return.... because once i had decided...

.. then she will really really gonna be out of my life.... which is not what i want...

.. i guess i am just reluctant(舍不得）....

.. but i promise myself that will figure this whole things out during the coming holiday...

.. because there are plenty of time for me to think...

.. this holiday maybe will go some place alone.. for holiday and to clear myself out..

.. then when i come back next sem, i will be a whole new me...

hehe..... i think i will be fine de la.... and thanks to those who still come to view my damn boring blog.... XDD

recover d lo......

2010-07-31T20:46:00.003+12:00

in uni nw.... STILL doing that stupid lab report..... and thanks to all my friends that concern bout my sickness.... i think i had fully recover... finally.....hahahaha.... but.... there are tons of works waiting me there..... got to finish everything... and next week will have 3 test a...... @#$%^&*()_)(*&^

2010-07-26T12:09:00.004+12:00

Good Morning everyone!!! ( although i know there is no one here) anyway.... just wake up, and the 1st thing is come to my blog, wanna share something ... u know what??? i just had a dream.... and there she are... she is in my dream.... again.... hoiz..... i am gonna be crazy.... i tried no to think about her.... but she is everywhere in my mind... everyday i cant stop thinking of her.... what should i do??

work work work....

2010-07-26T03:34:00.003+12:00

oh... i hate monday..... OH!!! damn it.... i only got another 2 weeks to my final exam.... and this weekend din do any study la..... haiya..... cham lo.... next 2 weeks need to be very very very hardworking d... because of the stoi.... damn... i really hate that sub... i mean.... i really hate that lecture..... need to study all the things by myself again.....

2010-07-26T03:29:00.003+12:00

wei... eugene... apa hal u... i though u are ok, and nothing already... but y do u still feel so damn worry, and ur heart feel so damn pain when u hear that she got problem.... oi!!! wake up la, man.... damn it.... i really hate myself.....

sick jor.... =="

2010-07-20T20:14:00.002+12:00

damn it... this 2 days feel damn bad... sore throat, headache, and feel so sleepy nw.... but still got many stuff to do la... many things to revision.... after 2 weeks, is my final exam d... this sem so damn fast... omg.... i am so dead man.... this week and next week still got quiz and test le.... @#$%^(*&^%$##$%^.... friday got lab again le... T.T

2010-07-13T23:06:00.004+12:00

huh.... finish the test d... not bad le... only got one small part wrong nia..... cannot get 100% le... haiz.... even after the test d, but don really feel better le.... because............. this friday got one more test.... and i think that will be very worse..... all just because of that lecturer.... damn it la.... this sem already damn short, all the lecturer teach like flying....... still got lab report to do, damn short of time d, but that Dr.C. still make things worse... teach so damn fast, and everything just say that " u guys can refer to the book".

ask him questions, he say " y u guys like to ask this kind of questions?" or " u can refer to the book, look at those example." or "this u can refer to the book... that u can refer to the book but i dono which page"‎

and keep say that " u guys are engineer, so u must think like a engineer"

when doing assignment " u can change all the value, the steps, everything,. because this is ur report, u a engineer, u can change the value and steps."

also he say that " once u become an engineer, mass balance is very easy for u, like kachang."

what he did on class.. "err... this one u all try to do it nw, do nw, do nw..". (after 5 min) " ok class, tell me what is the answer for n1, n2, n3......". (after he solve all question himself, and write all the answer)( know what, he keep holding that solution manual, and copy everything) . " u all can try to do more at home, very easy one..." then (1 min be4 finish class) . "i got 10 question for u to do at home... at page... question..."

and u guys know what??? till nw i still haven fucking get that book!!!!! cant find in library!!! cant find in book shop!!! ask my friend to photocopy for me also haven done yet!!! Dr. C. still keep "refer to book, refer to book" hw the fuck am i going to refer to book, without having that book!!! and everytime on his class, i feel so damn bad... because i know nothing, and i learn nothing... feel so angry..... i try to copy down the note, the thing he write on board, but his writing is really fucking ugly la, and always use those marker that almost no ink, the slide also go so fast.... haiyo.... everyday feel so tired and inability or powerless.... haiz..... feel damn bad...

2moro test test test...

2010-07-13T01:11:00.002+12:00

huh.... 2moro got test le... but i still don really get it... haiz.... and also so tired nw.... after i take a bath, maybe will continue study bit lo.... haha....

something i did in this 3 days... XDD

2010-07-04T18:09:00.004+12:00

i keep playing since friday la..... nw need to rush for my lab report... T.T

but really having a good time lo....

friday:

friday because our class finish at 12 afternoon, and some got lab from 3pm to 7pm... and since i already got my lab section last week, so this week i don have lo.... at 12, after we finish our class, me, wai lik, song, cher ping, and jerry, we went to SS15 there de market to have lunch, because the mix rice there is so damn cheap... then after that, we went to rack cafe to play pool, till 2pm something... and we all plan to go asian cafe to watch the football match at 10pm, and since they had lab, so they went back to uni for their lab class.... haha.... actually cher ping's lab start at 2pm, but we just finish playing pool till 2:10 pm like that... XDDD they went to uni for lab, so i went back home lo, take some good rest... around 10:15 wai lik just came and pick me up, because he went to pick wai see 1st... then we reach asian cafe at around 10:40pm like that... ==" when we reach there, holland and brazil 1-1 and everyone is like crazy, all standing up and shout... wow... everyone there so damn high... and damn!!! the place is full of ppl, even the starbucks just beside asian cafe, the macD that at the back of starbuck, the mamak cafe is all full of ppl... i think at asian cafe already got more then 200 ppl d, and everyone is so damn high.... hahaha.... then the match finish at around 11:40pm , we go to a mamak cafe to grab something to eat..... till 12:30am like that, wai see wanna go back d, but wai lik wanna play pool with us, so she can't go back... XDDDD actually we wanna go play pool one... but the club 9, rack cafe, asian cafe... all is damn full.... so wai lik and wai see went back home lo.... and me, song, cher ping went to jerry's house... after like 15 to 20 min, me and cher ping walk together back his house lo.... sleep at about 2am....

2nd day:

The next day morning we wake up at 8am... me, wai see, song, cher ping, jerry, and amanda went to uni to play basketball till 12pm, and that wai lik ps lo.... erm... actually we had play volleyball, basketball, and soccer.... at 12:45 pm like that, we went to "face to face" to have our lunch lo... then we decide to go and play pool again !!!! hahaha.... and i think i am home at around 3pm like that.... take a bath, then fall asleep... ==" because too tired d... hahaha... and wake up at 10pm, damn hungry la... wanna grab something to eat one... but..... there are nothing d... i don had any thing at home d.... T.T so fast fast go to sleep again lo..... XDDDDD

today:

then today wake up at 8am, go to the street just out side the guards house... because every morning there are some booth there, they sell, many things lo... like food, news paper, vage, meat, and all kind of things la... i buy something to eat lo.... and go out at around 10pm, to sunway.... meet with cj, and we watch "ip man" the movie.... after that go wendy to eat our lunch lo.... and nw just reach home.... trying to rush my lab report..... wohoooo.... really had a good time... thanks cj, wai lik, wai see, song, cher ping, jerry, and amanda... hehehe.....

CJ Happy birthday!!!!

2010-06-27T19:24:00.002+12:00

hahaha... this time is cj's birthday.... last night me and sim yang went to his condo there, and this is hw it goes... because simyang's house is near to sunway pyramid there, so i ask him to wait at the bus stop, because the bus will pass through there and so he can join me from there... then we went to cj's condo, when we a there, cj still working at the nice italian restaurant, and we had our supper there, is nice.... but...... is kind of expensive for me... haha.... fortunatly he give us 40% of discount.... we had a nice little supper, and watch the football match there.... hahaha... he and his boss so damn funny la... when usa goal, cj's boss keep run here and there and shout so loud la... XDDDD after that we sing happy birthday song to cj, and have a delicious cake... then we went to play pool..... hahaha... really having fun.... we play for like 1 or 2 hours of pool, then we went to asian cafe to have a cup of drink and 2:30am watch the world cup!!!!! hahaha.... USA noob la.... so many ball can goal one, and feel like they don want to goal like that.... haiz.... after we finish watching the match, we went back to cj's place, and sleep lo....... next day morning (which is 2day) we wake up at 9am, and cj's room is so damn fucking cool la.... and so nice.... he don need to care bout the electric bill..... and me here juct can open fan whole day.... don even dare to open air-con... ==" then we went to sunway pyramid lo... at bout 10am something... watch " the A- team" wow... nice movie..... i like it.... and after the movie, we went to carl's j to have our lunch lo... then come back...... and i just wake up..... last night don have enough sleep.... XDDDD

脸上太多笑, 因为心中太多泪.

2010-06-24T01:11:00.003+12:00

当令你快乐的一切不能再令你快乐，当令你悲哀的一切不能再令你悲哀，甚至激怒你的一切不能再激怒你的时候，是不是很可怕？一位哲人曾说过：这就叫做苍老。

再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一个“别人的”。
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。

有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒。而有些感情是牙齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。

不见面不等于不思念，不联络只是为了掩饰眷恋。

有些人脸上太多的笑是因为他们心中有太多的泪。

人生有一个地方，有一个人，在这个人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱点，这是知己。

每个人在每个阶段得做每个阶段的事，就算怀念，都得离开。

有时候不知道真相，不了解本质的人，是快乐的．而能够假装不知道真相，不了解本质的人，却是幸福的．

就像一个热闹的party刚刚结束，人走了，灯灭了，黑暗中就只剩下你一个人……人有时就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有从喧嚣走入寂静，你才会专注自己的心灵．

对的时间,遇见对的人,是一生幸福.
对的时间,遇见错的人,是一场心伤.
错的时间,遇见错的人,是一段荒唐.
错的时间,遇见对的人,是一生叹息.

生命中不断有人离开或进入．于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了．生命中不断有得到和失落．于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了．然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

sem 2..

2010-06-22T02:55:00.002+12:00

huh..... 2day is the 1st day of my sem 2..... really don like it la.... this is actually 16 weeks course, and the because of the uni wanna earn $$, so they change it to 7 weeks.... and everything so accelerated.... i am sure this will be a very busy, and rush sem.... haiz.... hope everything can go smooth lo.... and i think for the stoichiometry & processes app this sub will be doom la.... both lecturer really cannot la.... one is like singing, making ppl fall asleep... another one indian de, everytime he talk we all will laugh till cant stop... hahahaha.... he sound so funny la also don understand what he is talking bout.... =="

一个人久了。。。

2010-06-18T21:15:00.003+12:00

一个人久了。。。会懒得恋爱。。。

一个人久了。。。朋友会越重要。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越喜欢听歌。。。

一个人久了。。。电话会常常忘记带。。。

一个人久了。。。会养成一个怪癖。。。

一个人久了。。。对爱情会越来越挑剔。。。

一个人久了。。。除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的。。。

一个人久了。。。会慢慢变成成熟起来。。。

一个人久了。。。会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情。。。

一个人久了。。。对所有的节日大多没什么期待。。。

一个人久了。。。听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意。。。

一个人久了。。。会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地方。。。

一个人久了。。。会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广。。。

一个人久了。。。爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越理性，越来越现实。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越沉闷。。。

一个人久了。。。会懂得处理钱财。。。

一个人久了。。。会把时间都会放在家人身上，，，

一个人久了。。。都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏。。。

一个人久了。。。做事只需跟自己交待。。。

一个人久了。。。计划未来的东西都只是一个人，，，

一个人久了。。。发白日梦的时间也多了。。。

一个人久了。。。开始会自言自语了。。。

一个人久了。。。开始会做些无聊的东西了。。。

一个人久了。。。开销会少了。。

一个人久了。。。朋友会越来越多了。。。

一个人久了。。。会喜欢坐在沙滩上。。。

一个人久了。。。是很幸福的时光。。。

一个人久了。。。会喜欢上一个人的生活。。。

Happy birthday YANG!!!!!

2010-06-17T19:24:00.002+12:00

hahaha.... 2day is sim yang's birthday, and we just had our lunch at sushi Sanmai, at sunway pyramid, with his classmate... erm... nothing special lo... just eat lunch nia.... ==" anyway...... again... Happy birthday sim yang..... 19 years old liao o.... can do anything u like d... XDDDDDD

boring holiday!!!!

2010-06-16T23:37:00.005+12:00

huh, actually wanna update this blog last few days, but just feel like don wanna do anything... XDDD everyday stay at home a.... so boring la..... just nw just go out with CJ, go sunway pyramid.... went to carl's jr to eat our lunch, and watch a movie..... man..... the karate kid is so damn nice wei.... for who that haven watch this movie, really recommend u all to watch it.... XDDDD other then that, me everyday doing the same thing lo, wake up at 11am like that, eat some junk food as lunch, then looking at the laptop till 2am just went to sleep... oh my god... so damn boring la.... wanna go out .... going is not the problem, u see... but when i come back i need to take texi, and it is damn expensive man.... they din even charge using meter, they just simply open a price... haiz..... and after this holiday, my next sem will be more and more busy, because next sem actually is 12 weeks, but the sch wanna earn more $$ so they make it 8 weeks time only.... some of the sem 2 student told me that the sem 2 sub is more hard... and they even use 12 weeks to study it.... wish i could get through it... XDDDD

i saw her blog, don know y i start to think, is she fall in love with someone?? and that really killing me .... ok ok.. i know.. i know that is out of my business and i should forget her... i try... but........ haiz.....

boring a!!!!!

2010-06-12T16:49:00.001+12:00

woi...... so damn bloody boring la.... nw sat nia, so boring liao, still got 8 days to go.... wanna go out also hard la... no$$, and friends all go back home d.....T.T

2 crazy day.... XDDDD

2010-06-11T00:59:00.003+12:00

wow.... after 2 days of playing, finally i reach home d.... hahaha... yesterday after the exam i din even come home just went to play with my friends till nw just reach home.... yesterday after the exam, me and my friend actually we plan to go SS15 to eat buffet d, but the shop din open.... T.T so we went to another buffet shop near sunway de.... one of my friend told me that it is quite nice also... but it is kind of disappointed lo.... shabu shabu don have beef, chicken, and lamb.... only those sea food, many kind of vege, and others la.... no meat de.... and the seafood is not very fresh also.... but i am having fun with my friends lo... haha.... and we went there at around 6pm and we leave at around 8pm something lo.... after that we went back to ss15, and we went to a cyber cafe to play games, till 11pm something.... lup fai and wan seng went home after that, and me, 2 song, wai lick, and jerry went to a indian shop to yam cha, and chit chat there lo... till 12:30 am like that just send song 2 home lo....

and....... haven finish yet..... after we send song no.2 home. me, wai lick, song 1, and jerry went to play pool... till like 3am, we just went home... wai lick send 3 of us to jerry house, because it is kind of late.... XDDDD after we a there, song 1 is the 1st one who cannot tahan, and went to bed... me and jerry still continue watch movie till 5am just went to sleep.... XDDDDD

then 2nd day.......

we wake up at 10am, and went to uni again........ doing the portfolio thing lo... haiz.... and we leave at 3pm like that, to karaoke sing song........ hahaha..... sing till 7pm, had a dinner then just come back home... hohohoho.....

and i really are having fun... thanks to all my friends!!!! thank u all so much.... XDDDD

..............................

2010-06-01T14:37:00.005+12:00

damn.... last night i really drunk like shit a... nw my head still bit pain..... in a damn bad mood last night... and can't control the amount of alcohol i take... just keep drinking.... drink alone at my room.... hahaha... hw pathetic is that.... whatever la.... yesterday had pass, today is a new day.... and i cannot think about those thing nw... really need to concentrate on study liao... next week is final lo.... and wish all my friend all the best, and good luck on ur coming exam or test..... XDDD

wa................

2010-06-01T14:27:00.002+12:00

omg.... the engineering fair really bring us a lots of effect la.... after the engineering fair, everyone become so lazy, it is like after engineering fair, everything is over.... but the truth is, we still got a final exam next week, and i saw everyone is like no mood on studying... erm.. i mean myself la.... XDDDD this few days just keep playing nia.... told myself wanna study, but just can't hold long, maybe just study or a few min then turn to do other things.... last friday still went to simyang there and play for 2 days.... hahaha.... having lots of fun, but din study abit.... ==" really cannot like this liao la.... if i keep going this way, i don think i will pass my final exam.... T.T must study from nw liao lo..... XDDDD

wasting time.........

2010-05-30T13:41:00.004+12:00

actually i am at uni nw... and i should be study nw de... but just no mood to study nw la... so come and post this funny stuff i found on internet ... XDDDDD

在肯德基,我们做鸡是对的!!!!!! XDDD

以后写作文就要酱写.... XDDD

"Ctrl c + Ctrl v" hahahahaha.....

"金钱,权力,地位" =="

find"x"

i really like the "反义词"... hahahahaha....

这些人真的太有才了...XD

oh yea!!!

2010-05-27T03:29:00.005+12:00

yes.... after 2moro... i finally can have a good rest... after bout 2 weeks.... this busy life ends.... hahaha... just wanna share something i do for the engineering fair la.... maybe bit bored, but anyway, enjoy.... erm... where to start le.... this story start on the 3rd weeks after we start my engineering course, lecturer put us into 12 groups, and each group can choose one topic to work, and perform it on the engineering fair, which is 2moro... initially, my team is working on a topic that hw to make water dispenser more easy to refill the 5 gallon water bottle... and we did a great job, so as a result, our project supervisor which is the dean of engineering sch is happy, and he offer us a chance to change our junior project to a senior project, he got a idea of building a wind turbine that combine with campus, so that they can show others, what exactly did engineers do..... we found that it is quite interesting, so change it... and we do many research on it, and measured the wind speed around the campus, try to spot a best place to put our wind turbine. but as u all know, my team leader is totally shit la... din do anything at all one, the wind speed around the campus almost all is done by me, sometime leon(another group member) will come to help..... till last 2 weeks... last week we just start to build our wind turbine, and last week and this week is so very busy la.... last week just receive 3 big assignment la... which the due date is this week, as well as 3 test in this week .... i still got a long report le, the small project le... and i almost everyday stay at campus till min 9pm just come back u know.... the other got many excuse de la... but luckily ernest and afa help me up the most, leon also did a very great job. then the other 2 justyn.... don bother to say la.... one ng got come, but doing his assignment, one kan, din even come, and he is the leader again... he know nothing on what a we doing, and where are we... he is the leader, but he still everytime need to follow up with me... haiz... he came once, help to make one blade, but that blade can't use one.... the 2nd i do it all alone again... and always ha, all the hard job is with me, i am the one wh did it, others just sit there, glue something, think idea... and i am the one who work on it... this week, everyday stay till 10pm or 11 pm le.... and only me and ernest stay only, but he did his assignment also la, i do the wind turbine nia... ==" but at least better then others lo... XDDDDD and nw, the wind turbine is working smoothly.... ohohohohoho... but the only thing that is not perfect is..... we can't find the magnet la... we need magnet to generate some electricity la...... and i even make 200 turns de copper wire for 4 u know.... then they told me that no magnet........ haiz.... and my location le.... the engineering society din change it for me, told them to change d, they still say ok ok, then at the end, din change also.... did u saw anyone make a wind turbine and use the fan to blow it and let it turn??? yea, my group is the 1st group that doing this kind of shit.... that really embarrasing me la... haiyo... don care liao la... after 2moro then can fly for one day liao... because after this week, next week is study break, then after that is final lo..... so fast one..... + u + u..... and at the end showu all some pic lo.... XDDDDD

我会让你走,不会求你留下,哪怕听见自己心碎的声音.

2010-05-26T05:22:00.002+12:00

我已经选择了你，你叫我怎么放弃？

我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；

我不是不会对别人动心。而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；

我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，

能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，

世界上好的人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我的，但却是我最珍惜的，

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。

有人说：爱，是一种责任。

现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。

除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧。。。。

即使有些没有走到最后，也不必责怪谁，美好的不一定是结局，

还有过程，爱了，就爱了......

不是寂寞才爱，只因爱才寂寞。多了一份牵挂，多了一种思念。
当你不再爱我，当爱你已成为你的负担，当相爱已是一种痛苦，那么，我选择放弃。

放弃你，是因为爱你。因为爱你，所以不愿看见你不快乐；因为爱你，所以不愿看著你强忍内心的挣扎；因为爱你，所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容；因为爱你，所以愿意放你。

当爱已成往事，又何必苦苦追寻？强求得不到幸福，强求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加深你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我无言，只能任你去。

曾经以为你是风筝，我手中握著那根线，无论任你飞向何方，我最终都是你的归属。现在终于明白，其实爱你，就不应该束缚你。

“春花秋月何时了，往事知多少？”往事如风，不如就让它随风而去。当一切成空，惟有回忆伴我。时间能冲淡一切，包括我爱你的心。

不愿意你看见我的眼泪，因为怕你会心软，怕你不开心。因为爱你，所以不会用泪水强留，所以放了你。你的心已远去，我又何苦留下你的人？
虽然我渴望天长地久，但如果那只是一种奢求，那我不如只求曾经拥有。曾经拥有过你的爱，这已足够。因为有一种爱，叫做放弃。

放弃不是无私的奉献。放弃你，这不仅是对你的爱，更是对我自己的呵护。放弃你，我很痛心，但我不会后悔。让你从我的生命中消失，是因为“长痛不如短痛”。当我容颜尽老、行将就木，我依然不会后悔。因为曾经爱过你。

因为爱你，所以希望你快乐。

有人说过这个世界不会有永恒的爱情。你我之间，如果连短暂的爱情也无法存在，不如放开彼此。爱你，就让你去追寻你的幸福。只要你快乐，我也就快乐。

因为你的一切，我都在意。

如果你要离开我，我不会怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太爱你。也许是我过分的宠溺让你习惯平静，也许是我过分的放任让你没有责任，也许是我过分的爱怜让你压力重重，也许是爱情她美丽的容颜让你迷失方向。只怪你我有缘无份。

当你想要离去，请别管我，你只需告诉我，你不再爱我，你要走。我一定会让你走，不会乞求你留下，哪怕听见自己心碎的声音。当你离去，请别再回头。回头是一种错误，回头是对你我的不公。去了，就不要再後悔。

因为爱你，就该放了你。

因为我知道，如果选择放弃，那是对你最深的爱。

其实我一直告诉自己要放弃,不要在让你感到压力,但是放弃并不是简单.

即使我知道我并没机会,但是,我就是放不下........... haiz....

another busy day...

2010-05-24T05:16:00.003+12:00

haiz..... haven finish my math assignment le...... today plan to wake up at 8am de... but still till 10am something... ==" hahaha.... then went to buy a place just one street next to my house this area... bough 2 nasi lemak, rm2 each.... XDDDDD then reach sch at bout 11:20am lo.... do some math assignment, then one of my teammate wanna come and work on the base for our wind turbine... and so we went to the lab at bout 1pm.... fixing the blade, because one of it got problem, and cut a pipe to use.... after that we plan to use a tin, maybe biscuit, or milo tin something like that fill with cement to make the base to hold the wind turbine lo.... so we went to a shop try to find the tin, but the shop owner ho, stupid one... don wanna sell only the tin, i mean he wanna sell it rm10 for a tin.... stupid la... me and my friend don wanna bought a whole box of biscuit is because it is expensive, it is like bout rm 12, if only the tin, he wanna sell it rm10, then y don we just buy the whole box of biscuit le....... ==" then we try to ask another teammate lo.... see they got any big tin at home or not, and i guess we a lucky, got one guy got quite a few, so he bring it to uni for us, but sadly he din join us for the interesting part la... hahaha... he went home early... then at bout 3pm something, me and another ernest, we plan to use concrete to stable the pipe at the bottom... but we only got cement, so we walk to the very back of the uni, the construction side to take some sand.... and when we a on the way back... i fall down because of the stupid vine... ==" then finish lo... he went home, i go back to the room to do my math assignment.... had use 6 paper to finish part 1 and part 3.... past 2 haven done yet le..... haiz.... need to work more harder 2moro.... + u everyone!!!!

finally

2010-05-23T04:58:00.004+12:00

huh.... at least my group almost finish the wind turbine.... i mean haven done yet... but what we left is the bottom part that used to support the wind turbine haven made only... 2day we work from 11:30am, till 7pm.... haha.... but 3pm like that we went out la... to buy some stuff, and eat my lunch... i mean it is my lunch and dinner liao.... =="

then when we a back to the lab, we spray the wind turbine we made... because of that stupid, smelly, ugly, and disgusting glue.... actually we wanna bought another glue, and we wanna glue the styrofoam with the blade, then we ask the shopkeeper "is this glue strong enough?? we wanna use it to stick the styrofoam and the mater plate.... he "suggest us to use another (what we bought), and we still conform with him, say that we a going to use it on styrofoam, and he said ok... who know the f**king glue got chemical in it, and it will melt the styrofoam... other then that, the glue takes a very long time to dry out.... what we want is the glue that can dry fast, so we can make the shape of the blade on the plate.... but that glue take more then 15 min to dry la..... wait till then, the shape all change bit liao, become so damn ugly.... and one last thing bout the glue is..... it is yellow in colour, and it is extremely ugly...... so 2day we go to buy a spray to spray it..... and y i am the one always did most of the things ha??? 2day, our team that f**king leader din come again!!!! all others did come, just that "leader" din come, what the.... he din do a thing..... except giving us "hope" nia... always say like he got friends good on this good in this, and say what he will ask his friend to do it.... and at the end..... nothing!!!!! sometime even make it worse..... like the vip invitation letter, we try to trust on him (not actually.... is because he lazy come to the meeting and he say his friend is good on writing letters, so he will do it) and he keep give excuse and delay till the very very last minutes, and he gave us a 3 fu**ing page VIP invitation letter!!!! who is gonna read it??? or who is even gonna look it????? stupid la.... told u is VIP's they will wast their time to read ur 3 page letter????? then me and others, we need to did it again.... keep rushing rushing and rushing.... make all our progress slow down, or even stop for the 2 weeks..... doing nothing on the wind turbine, but just doing the VIP's invitation things.... gash...... anyway.... we don need him, also almost done everything.... then he will get the same marks as us... as a "team"............ @!@%!#$#^&(*^%*(*&^%#@

sick.....

2010-05-20T01:59:00.002+12:00

sick 2day..... so damn tired and feel like don wanna move or do anything.... just give some update bout my wind turbine.... 2day had done one more blade for the wind turbine, because got one blade my teammate make yesterday.... is useless... actually hope that they can help to do something.. but... just make things worse... my god!!! and 2day the blade also make by me alone.... the other teammate just help to cut something nia..... and i make a whole circle ( to support the bottom and the top of the wind turbine) all by myself eh.... i am already sick and feel like shit dy.... 5 teammate, one doing his own assignment at the lab, one just walking around and talk with his friends, one sit there doing nothing, one missing, one at the student life center playing the f**king ping pong!!!!! and the layout of our project the SET guy din change it.... our group is doing a wind turbine, but the title of our group still the water dispenser.... and i told them 2 to 3 times dy, my group doing the wind turbine, we need to put it in between block D and E... because that is the place that has more wind, and faster wind speed..... but.... those guys din change it.... they even put us at the 1st floor.... which has no wind at all...... the place just outside a lecturer theater!!!!!! there is no fu**ing wind there... hw are we going to make our wind turbine works???? put a fan there to blow it?!?!?!?!?! what the f!!!! i am not the fu**ing team leader, and y i am the one who did all the leader's work??? meeting the SET guys for the engineering fair, and that is the meeting for the group leader, and he ask me to go, also he is the leader, he always miss our meeting, and always din come to do things...... also i still need to go to find our adviser to make all the meeting, man, this is what team leader should do la.... not me!!!! and he still need to follow up our group status with me!!!! he is the leader!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!! wanna be crazy liao la.... the problem keep coming out.... actually ho, i got a very good image to other ppl de, but 2day i really broke my good image to other students la... the 1st time i scold ppl so angry!!!! and i had scold 2 ppl..... T.T

a very very tired day.....

2010-05-19T06:08:00.002+12:00

nw is already 2:10am lo..... haven sleep yet.... today is a quite busy day, me and my team we had finish 3 blade for our wind turbine... wohoooo.... hahaha..... and 2moro we will start to figure out hw to connect everything up... next time i will try to post some pic for my friends who view my blog... XDDDD and this week sure will be a damn busy week... because i got 3 test, 3 assignment, my wind turbine, and a long long lab report.... all in just a week.... omg.... what a uni life.... then thursday we will had our engineering fair..... after that is one week study break.... then...... final exam...... =(

hahahaha

2010-05-18T00:54:00.003+12:00

wow..... yesterday which is sunday.... me , sim yang, and lawrence went to sunway pyramid... and we are having lots of fun.... hahaha.... we went there at bout 4pm, then we decide to watch " nightmare on elm street "... hurm..... actually the movie is quite ok lo, not very nice la... but ok.... then we went to carl's jr. to eat burger... and after that sim and lawrence wanna go back dy, but don know y, i suddenly got a crazy idea... i mean, just suddenly wanna go crazy.... hahaha.... so i ask them to watch another movie again.... lawrence cannot, because he don have car, and he need to go back with his friend.... so me and sim, we went to buy a "iron man 2" ticket.... haha.... and since it is just 8pm something, and the movie start at 9:20pm... so we just walk around the sunway pyramid lo, just walk around and look at those MM..... XDDDDD and the movie finish at bout 11:30pm... the movie is quite nice, better then the "nightmare" ... then because it it kinda late, and it will be hard to get a texi back, so i went to sim yang there lo... and we talk till around 2am or 3am just sleep... hahahahaha.... and i went back on morning about 9am.... take a bath, and went to uni.... huh.... really having a good time... thanks simyang and lawrence!!!!! hahahaha

只因为我爱你......

2010-05-16T02:36:00.003+12:00

只因为我爱你，

我会时不时想起你的好，
想起你对我说过的话，
想起你与我的点点滴滴，
而那些不好的，
也被我锁在了心灵的深处，
不让它破坏你在我心中的完美形象...

只因为我爱你，
我会时时刻刻地注意着你，
却又怕被你发现，
所以我都默默地躲在你的背后，
支持着你...

只因为我爱你，
我可以半夜不睡觉，
等着你的一封温馨的信息，
只希望知道你是安好的，
我也就放心了...

只因为我爱你，
我可以不顾别人的看法，
一心只要对你好，

即使我朋友对我说别再自己折磨自己,

但我依然相信，
我的选择是对的..

只因为我爱你，
我放弃了我的骄傲，
我放弃了我的任性，
愿意低下头来，
换取好好和你相处的机会...

只因为我爱你，
一切的一切都不再重要了，
打从我爱你的那一刻起，
我已经不再是我了，
因为我的生命中，
只剩下你了...

或许你会觉得我的很傻，
但我傻的甘愿，傻得很幸福，
只因为我爱你~

即使你是不爱我的,

但我只想静静地守侯在你的身边，

就算结局不完美，
我也会无怨无悔...

你可以不爱我，
但你不能阻止我爱你...

我一直在克制自己,

不让自己给你发短信或联系你,

我以为这样就能让我慢慢的忘记你..

但是思念却越来越深...

我就是那么的傻,

我只想对你好...

wulalalalalala

2010-05-16T00:44:00.002+12:00

arg!!!! i am going to be crazy la.... the f**king mosque just outside my window a..... everyday keep singing there.... omg.... nw still singing le.... then sunday the whole morning keep talking there, like got ppl wanna hear what the h are they talking bout.... just finish tidy all those paper.... tutorial a, lecturer note a.... huh.... my table and my edifier speaker is full of dust dy.... need to find a time to clean up my room.....

nothing special...

2010-05-14T05:35:00.002+12:00

project, project, project...... can my group finish the prototype by next week??? in only a week??? huh..... and need to start pia liao lo..... start from 2moro every sat no sleep..... this few days sleep 2 much liao... XDDDDDDDDD

2moro plan to go sunway pyramid to buy some stuff.... and activate my CIMB bank acc.... 2moro got lab le.... impact of jet.... feel bit sleepy nw... wanna go to sleep lo... good nite everyone....

2 weeks!!!!!!

2010-05-13T01:29:00.002+12:00

wa.... still got 2 weeks to engineering fair le.... haven start building the prototype le..... also don have budget yet.... omg..... and after 2 weeks, then 1 week study left, exam, then finish 1st sem lo.... nw need to work harder liao lo.... everyday just watch movie, play play nia.... hahaha..... good luck to me.... but i really doubt that luck can do anything bout the exam... =="

wohooooo....

2010-05-08T00:32:00.002+12:00

yesh!!!! i can on9 at my house again..... finally, finally the tmnet ppl come and change a new modem for me..... ahahahahahahahahaha.... ops.... cannot keep playing liao... next monday got test again.... fluid.... the sub that killing me...... =="

matlab..

2010-05-06T18:00:00.001+12:00

wohoo.... matlab is so damn easy compare to the useless c++, and c programming.... XDDD
matlab got some information in it already, make us more easy to do stuff..... hahaha... finish it less then half hours....

no title....

2010-05-03T03:22:00.002+12:00

y??? y i still feel pain??? y i still will be effect by her?? y i still got that little hope in me?? i though i already go through it... i though i already forgot.... i though i already give up..... i though my heart wont feel any pain any more...... y??? y ppl just cant learn??? y ppl just cant learn to give up??? y??? who can tell me... y??

@.@

2010-05-01T00:00:00.002+12:00

next week got 2 test!!!!! math and fluid..... wawawa...... don know y ho... this few days really feel so lazy la.... don feel like wanna do anything... 2night actually plan to go to study room study de... but.... nw still at home.... haiz..... really cannot be like that liao la.... still got 20++ days nia... then final exam for this sem liao lo...... wish myself good luck.... even i know that luck don have anything to do with my exam... but that is what i need the most nw.... =="

oh yea.... almost got my moral exam already o..... but the moral lecturer ask us to go his class next mon, he will give "tips" ..... ahahahahaha

=="

2010-04-27T21:25:00.001+12:00

oh oh oh..... 2moro static test a.... zen me ban zen me ban????? some body help me..... nw still facebooking le.... =="

share some pic.....

2010-04-27T02:43:00.006+12:00

some pic when we go to eat shushi king..... that day got offer..... XDDDD

when we visit to shell

still working.....

2010-04-23T01:33:00.003+12:00

huh.... this few days everyday got new things to do... nw still at uni de 24 hours study room doing the math assignment.... got 3 part.... finish the part 1... ==" and i used 4 A4 paper to finish it.... omg..... so damn hard.... those question almost driving me crazy... haiz... and this week our engineering society got a outdoor sport contest for all engineering students... 2 weeks be4 this is indoor, and my group get 2nd highest marks... but this time all don wanna stay back and play outdoor game.... all got too many things to do.... XDDDDD just nw just went to the Tm. net there to make a broad band, actually wanna make a 4M de.... but she told me that the place i stay is too far!!!! only can support 1M !!!!!! @%^&^%$#@#$%^&*....... and this few days i only slept for 4 hours per day la... so damn tired.... become panda already... @.@

tomorrow need to come uni again.... measure the wind speed, find the average around the uni. find a place that can build my wind turbine..... and also need to call those VIP's , and also need to follow up with Dr. satesh....

天枰座(好准)

2010-04-14T23:35:00.001+12:00

天秤的要求真的不高，只是需要有人理解自己而已。但是，谁又能理解天平呢？

天秤在爱情方面确实是比较优柔寡断犹豫不决，这点必须承认。但是天秤为什么会这样？因为天秤想的事很多想的很远，天秤觉得如果要爱一个人就要让对方快乐。这里说的'快乐 '包括很多，比如说有没有足够的经济能力来维持平时和你在一起时的花销，能不能让你每天都开心，自己的朋友和父母会接受你吗？你的父母朋友能接受自己吗？甚至可能会想到结婚以后你们孩子的模样漂亮吗？。。。。。等等，还有许多问题！你说天秤能不犹豫吗？天秤是出了名的12个星座最懒的，如果不是因为爱你天秤根本懒的考虑那么多！如果天秤一旦确定你就是他深爱的人并且确定了你们的恋爱关系以后，那么这时候天秤追求完美的一面就展现出来了.

在这里给所有天秤朋友一个忠告，细水常流，平平淡淡才是真，不可能每一天都是完美的！烟花确实绚烂，但是注定短暂！

天秤男认为世界上一切事物都是美好的，而女人更是这个美丽世界中的一个个艺术品。所以女人是要用来好好呵护的，与爱无关！这是天秤男一种怜香惜玉的本质。这种本质是天秤与生俱来的，是根深蒂固的。

天秤真正爱上一个人时，天秤在心中会把爱人奉为自己的女神，不仅有爱，更多的是一种尊敬甚至崇拜！

天秤面对自己真正深爱的人时内心会有那么一点小小的自卑。这里的自卑不是平时大家所说的因某种缺陷自卑，这种自卑是相对于'完美'二字来说的。大家也许会怀疑，自信又自恋的天秤也会自卑？是的，因为天秤面对爱人的时候总希望自己做到完美，但是天秤不明白完美只是一种传说一种境界，世界上没有人是完美的，天秤也不能，所以这时天秤就会产生自卑感。要求完美的天秤对自己的不完美很不满意，觉得自己配不上心爱的人，所以很多天秤宁愿选择放弃

但是放弃不等于不爱。天秤对自己深爱的人是一辈子都不会忘的。放弃对天秤来说只是另一种爱，天秤会永远把深爱的人深深埋在心里的某个角落默默的为对方祈祷祝福！天秤不是因为寂寞才会爱上一个人，天秤是因为爱上一个人才寂寞!

天秤对于自己内心真正的想法很少对人倾诉，因为天秤深知沉默才能坚强。所以，除了天秤自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天秤时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。

不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天秤背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天秤只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。对于真不真心，懂的人自然了解，不懂的人也不想再多说，因为我们是天秤，骄傲的天秤！

'朋友'二字对于天秤有多重要是一般人不能理解的。这么说吧，天秤把友情看的重要。因为天秤是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天秤不会享受孤独。

孤独就是能让天秤产生厌世的感觉。天秤是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天秤才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。所以天秤总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。对于自己不喜欢的人，天秤虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天秤认识的人天秤绝不会轻易得罪。为了维持这种和谐的关系，天秤不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。

其实天秤真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天秤的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天秤总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天秤受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天秤的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天秤内心的更始微乎其微。天秤对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天秤对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。

天秤对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天秤对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。

my uni life!!!

2010-04-04T02:00:00.006+13:00

Since i am kinda boring right nw... doing nthg on the 24 hour study room in taylor. i am just gonna write something bout my uni life lo.... Actually that is nothing so special also lo... just very busy, and keep working. The lecturer divide all the student into 25 groups, and asking us to do a project, kind of like built something out lo.... and actually my group is doing the water dispenser... try to make a easy way for ppl to change the 5 gallon water bottle. And my idea is try to make a simple device some kind of machine to help to lift the 5 gallon water bottle... and we are actually finish the 1st few steps, and is going to built a prototype... but my group leader like shit man.... till nw, he din even call us for a meeting about the project... i am really not happy bout that..... i am the one keep asking them for meeting..... but tuesday when my group meet with our adviser, which is the dean of engineering sch, he got one idea pop out on his mind.... and he offering us the chance see we wanna change project or not, because my group done everything that he ask for, and done it nicely... his idea is built some wind turbine in the campus, like combine with the building..... and which sound challenging to us... so we take it, since we just change the project, so hope we can done it be4 this engineering fair... which is 2 month later.... =="

but i don think we can finish la... this is quite a challenge.... just hope that we can finish be4 the end of the year... because on the end of the year, we got a bigger engineering fair.... for 3 days, maybe.... everyday keep myself busy busy and busy... work work and work.... And down there are the example... but it is kinda big, we got to change it smaller, and more effective.... XDDD

static, fluid mechanics, and math....

2010-03-17T02:45:00.002+13:00

oh, my good!!!! can believe that my fluid mechanics lecturer just finish one topic in 2 hours today!!!! can even have time to digest it.... then without any rest, here comes the another static lecturer for the next 2 hours.... that young static lecturer is ex-taylor!!!! he told us that he is going to slow down... because this topic is bit hard... but after 2 hours..... he had finish half of the topic already!!!!! and next next week got exam.... oh, man... i don even know what they a talking bout infront.... i am so dead.....

=="

2010-03-04T00:39:00.002+13:00

i already start my class since monday, but y i still feel like i am on holidays?? feel like i am wasting my time at taylors... 2day actually i got class from 8 am to 12 pm, then start at 1 pm to 3 pm... but..... 2day they inform us that the class will start at 8:30am... and we start to wait till 8:50am then the lecturer just show up. and what we do is just form a group of 6 ppl, and choose a leader then we can leave... 10 am to 12pm is static class, the lecturer not feeling well, and 1pm to 3pm is computer class, and they told us, there is no computer class for this week... so what i do today was just come to uni from 8am to 10 am... =="

2moro start class lo...

2010-03-01T01:02:00.002+13:00

2moro start class lo..... and know what?? my bm, din get credit and last year my foundation in NZ not include sej and moral, so...... this sem i gonna take 5 engineering sub, and also those sej, moral, and BM!!!!!! OMG!!!!! somebody come and safe me..... SHIT!!! bm bm bm.... i fcking hate bm, y we still need to study bm in university???? and what is the use of bm?? ARG!!!!!! i am so dead!!!

haiz....

2010-02-11T02:33:00.004+13:00

oi..... i am so boring la..... everyday do the same thing..... sleep, eat, computer, eat, sleep.... this kind of life is driving me crazy!!!!!! i want to go to uni..... nw!!!!!! damn.... wanna go away.... this year gonna save some $$ and next year i want to go to travel to other country to find my friends!!!! korea, china, thailand, indonesia, new zealand, taiwan, german, and saudi..... many many country...... yoho..... but.... the point is..... of course i must have the $$ 1st la.... =="

等一个人等的好累就不要在等了。

2010-02-10T00:40:00.001+13:00

等一个人等的好累就别等了。

没办法看到你msn上线却不再跟我说话而不难过

于是我把你从msn好友删了。

没办法想到你时不心痛

于是，我想把我自己给删了。

人生就像一场舞会教会你最初舞步的人却未必陪你走到散场。

这世上最累的事情莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了还得自己动手把它粘起来。

我真的喜欢你闭上眼以为我能忘但流下的眼泪却没有能骗到自己。

我承认我是一个有些任性的孩子。

我承认我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你世界的入场券

但是那不过是我的一厢情愿而已。

我的世界你不在乎。

你的世界我被驱逐。

回忆是值得感触地却也仅仅是拿来自己与自己寒暄的

时间给所有的誓言一个期限

而这个期限则是短暂的瞬间

你甘愿便是永远。

若不是你也可以说这仅仅是一个谎言。

明明说着看开了放下了。

每次却总是不自觉的自己想起了那个在我低潮时给于温暖的人。

虽然她并不觉得什么，但是她确实让我走出了低潮。

每每又总是在微笑沉醉时看到了现实。

想到了伤痛然后冷的感觉再也暖和不起来了。

如此的反复心终于累了。

现实就是这样我曾经醉倒过却又最终醒来。

我正在行走却找不到方向。

黑暗中偶尔有些伤痕苏醒偶尔也会小声哭泣。

白天时却依然故作着坚强。

我也许早就已经习惯了心隐隐作痛时也可以置之不理。

不知不觉地掉下眼泪也可以习以为常。

强颜欢笑或歇斯底里都是愚蠢可笑的。

如果她在你面前笑并不代表一切都好。

如果她在你面前哭说明她真的很难过。

如果你足够慷慨的给她安慰她会打从心里感激你深深地。。。。。

梦里梦到了你哭了。。。

醒来后发现现实似乎比梦里的更让人心痛于是哭的更加凶了。

我愿让我的回忆里都是你的影子。

终于还是离开了去向了一个没她的未来。

她的世从此无他。

她的事只剩逃离。

如果失去记忆是不是生活就会变得简单。

如果不曾忘记能否让回忆仍旧感动依稀。

恍然能大方的放下一切让自己轻装上阵

可是这种假装往往持续不到一天就瓦解。

她的照片存了又删删了又储存回忆被拿起又放下放下又拿起。

记性太好的人也许都不怎么快乐。

记忆不过是为了某些可以铭记的东西而存在

我明白

我还没有到只剩下用回忆来消磨时光的年纪

也许我还是会那么在意

那些只被我一个人来铭记的时光

还是会经常不经意间的回忆起你

回忆起那些与你有关的点点滴滴

但是

我只是去回忆而不在去挣扎

不再去给你增加负担。

haiz....

2010-01-14T04:50:00.003+13:00

already pass through such a long time... she still told me that kind of things.... no feel?? yea, right... i guess i am the stupid one... i already know it... but i still keep lie to myself... told myself maybe there is still a chance.... but..... i am wrong... i guess even though i wait for another 10 years, the answer will still be the same.... i think i am just not the right guy for her... y don i just let her go.... stupid me.... after such a long time i just wake up from my own stupid dream.... and know what??? when i hear the answer from her.... actually it don really surprise me... haha.... it is funny eh?? whatever..... nw i just wish i can go back to study as soon....

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-14T04:48:00.001+13:00

so boring la..... everyday doing the same thing..... wake up, bath, have a nap again, lunch, laptop, dinner, laptop, sleep...... this kind of life is making me crazy..... some body help me.....

what i did last few weeks...

2009-09-12T22:06:00.003+12:00

haha.... as u can see, last week go out to play pool with alvin and his friend....

they stay at my house for one night, two of them sleep at my small litter bed, so poor me just can sleep outside.... =='''
also last week i go to the Auckland University Road Show for my collage...

this is at one of the room, in business building.....

this talk is about what we can take if we go to the science faculty...
this is for the engineering faculty... (at the same room)

this is the big big big lecture room.......
oh, this is last last week one... the open day of the auckland university...

this is about the computer and system engineering course...

they made a robot... and the mechanical engineering's student they have made a car.... a sport car.... and at the end of their last year in uni, they will have a race....

and the chemical engineering they have made a machine to made the pop corn....==''

三个半分钟,和三个半个小时...

2009-08-22T18:34:00.001+12:00

三個半分鐘』不花一分錢，可以少死多少人啊！
很多人白天好好的，說晚上死了，有人說，昨天我還見過他，怎麼就死了呢？原因是，他夜晚下床上廁所太快了，突然一起床，腦缺血。
那麼科學家怎麼提出三個半分鐘呢？因為我們在遙控心電圖監測時，發現好多人白天心電圖正常，突然晚上老是心肌缺血，提前收縮，是什麼道理呢？
因為，他突然一起床，一下子血壓低了，腦缺血心臟停跳了。

科學家就提出了三個半分鐘：
1 . 醒過來不要馬上起床，在床上躺半分鐘；
2. 坐起來後又坐半分鐘；
3. 兩條腿垂在床沿又等半分鐘。
經過這三個半分鐘，不花一分錢，腦不會缺血，心臟不會驟停，減少了很多不必要的瘁死（突然死亡），不必要的心肌梗塞，不必要的腦中風。

有一次我講完課，有位老人大哭，我說：『你哭什麼呢？』他哭得非常傷心地說：『唉！我就是兩年前夜晚上廁所，上得快了一點、上得猛了一點，頭暈，結果呢，第二天半身不遂，整整在床上躺了八個月，背上長起了褥瘡。我早聽這節課，就不致於半身不遂了，早知道三個半分鐘，我哪至於受八個月的苦。」

三個半小時，就是：
1. 早上起來運動半個小時，打打太極拳、跑跑步，但不超過三公里，或者進行其他運動，但要因人而異，運動需適量。
2. 中午睡半小時，這是人生物鐘需要，中午睡上半小時，下午上班，精力特別充沛。老年人更需要補充睡眠。因晚上老人睡得早，起得早，中午非常需要休息。
3. 晚上 6 至 7 時慢步行走半小時，可減少心肌梗塞，高血壓發病率。

希望大家都健康... 哈哈.....

2009-08-21T19:54:00.005+12:00

this is two of my best friends, from indonesia de....
(from left: rudy & diaz)

chemistry experiment..... yellow ppt form.... =.="

My chemistry lab partner.... also one of my best friend o......
from korea de.... desmond, the korean name is song wu.....

this is for those who say they like korean ppl de.... haha

doing the chemistry experiment, and also prepare
for the practical test......

me and desmond de place to do the chemistry experiment de...
erm... i mean in my class only la.... other class also got ppl use de...

haha.....

and today i got a sad news.... my ielts test fail..... not fail la... but the marks is not enough for me to go to the Auckland uni de engineering course.... so i need to take the test again.... haiz.....

so stress nw..... the test is $380 like that la..... so damn sad nw.... even my teacher don believe i just get 6...... she thought i can get 6.5 like that de.... haiya..... she say maybe that day the quation is hard gua..... but fail is fail la.... say those thing also useless de la..... feel like Shit w.....

haiz....... A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and next week got school de final exam liao....... but after that still got one comment test la...

then need to prepare for the final exam a..... oh man...... i am already stress enough liao lo , then this english test make me feel even bad la... haiz.....

exam is coming.....

2009-08-15T02:09:00.004+12:00

haiz...

my school exam is coming..... feel so tired la...

and my chem teacher keep on telling us to study and study....

there are so many things to study for cham and phy...

espacially the organic chemistry....

it is driving me crazy already la.......

and also last sunday i go to one of my friend's house...

look at his computer....

he is a programmer o....

haiz.... just finish my english exam.....

2009-08-08T18:25:00.001+12:00

A.........................
today i just go to take my english exam....... is not that good but is ok lo...
hope that i can get a 6.5......
i already no hope to get 7 liao a!!!! haiz.....
so sad a......
haiz.......

hallo, everyone... welcome to my new blog... haha

2009-08-06T22:06:00.003+12:00

hi everyone....

welcome....

i think i will start to write something about my school 1st...

that is my collage...

and every morning i need to walk to school for about 20 to 3o min....

huh....

and new zealand here is so damn cold A!!!!!!!!

i almost freeze to dead.......

becouse i move to a new place, this place is more cheaper compare to others....

at here everything is fine, and good...

but the only disadvantage is that...

i CANNOT open heater at here!!!!!!! sometime there is only 4 or 5 degree in the night....

becouse the guy say that heater use alot of electric, and he will pay more, if we open the heater..

=="'

and i will go to library every weekday....

from 7pm to 9:30pm...

haiz....

i got so many test and exam at my collage...

like today i got to go to a math competition, and tomoro i got a culculus test, this saturday i need to go for my english exam....

if i cannot get a good marks.... then i will be dead......

i pay $347 for this exam a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so damn stress nw.........

haiz......

It is just me

The beauties of wildlife.

FINAL!!

true hero

HEY U!!!

i am just tooooo lazy to do anything.....

a very very nice movie.... NICE!!! must watch..

David Guetta Ft. Usher - Without You (Jason Chen Cover)

原来我那么的富有。。。

I am BACK!!!

sien a!!!!

OMG!!

Sunday!! XDDD

malaysia study trip...

lol

天秤座

again...

need you now.

haiz.....

我很爱你，但我知道，最后我们不会在一起...

女人不知道/不清楚的事.

introduce u a new way to earn $$

re upload the video again... =="

i am a lazy guy.....

Pc Fair...

damn boring.....

recover d lo......

work work work....

sick jor.... =="

2moro test test test...

something i did in this 3 days... XDD

CJ Happy birthday!!!!

脸上太多笑, 因为心中太多泪.

sem 2..

一个人久了。。。

Happy birthday YANG!!!!!

boring holiday!!!!

boring a!!!!!

2 crazy day.... XDDDD

..............................

wa................

wasting time.........

oh yea!!!

我会让你走,不会求你留下,哪怕听见自己心碎的声音.

another busy day...

finally

sick.....

a very very tired day.....

hahahaha

只因为我爱你......

wulalalalalala

nothing special...

2 weeks!!!!!!

wohooooo....

matlab..

no title....

@.@

=="

share some pic.....

still working.....

天枰座(好准)

my uni life!!!

static, fluid mechanics, and math....

=="

2moro start class lo...

haiz....

等一个人 等的好累 就不要在等了 。

haiz....

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what i did last few weeks...

三个半分钟,和三个半个小时...

exam is coming.....

haiz.... just finish my english exam.....

hallo, everyone... welcome to my new blog... haha

等一个人等的好累就不要在等了。